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So i havent written in this for a while. not too much has been going on
but i have been having a really good week!
ive been thinking so much lately about how im not doing what i was made to be doing.
and im really getting impatient... haha. im so confident that im going to live
this fun glamorous life. im just sitting tight at college until i make it.
ive known since i was like 6.
you can start requesting autographs now if youd like
but i have been having a really good week!
ive been thinking so much lately about how im not doing what i was made to be doing.
and im really getting impatient... haha. im so confident that im going to live
this fun glamorous life. im just sitting tight at college until i make it.
ive known since i was like 6.
you can start requesting autographs now if youd like
yeah so ive been thinking. what ive come up with so far is, i must have been born a couple of generations late.
an interesting thought.
anyways. i started working at solartan. it was exactly what i thought it would be. i like it there so far. i mean, i always wish that if i was going to get paid to do while im still in college would be either working with kids, or animals. If my job involved either of those things, it would be so much more fulling. i think me and beth are going to go to the mall (Victoria Secret's semi-annual sale@!!) then who knows. i kind of wanted to go out tonight buttt beth has to work at midnight and not a lot of people are back in carbondale yet so i guess well just have to wait and see.
peace out
an interesting thought.
anyways. i started working at solartan. it was exactly what i thought it would be. i like it there so far. i mean, i always wish that if i was going to get paid to do while im still in college would be either working with kids, or animals. If my job involved either of those things, it would be so much more fulling. i think me and beth are going to go to the mall (Victoria Secret's semi-annual sale@!!) then who knows. i kind of wanted to go out tonight buttt beth has to work at midnight and not a lot of people are back in carbondale yet so i guess well just have to wait and see.
peace out
so unless you've been asleep the past day or two,
you are aware is it a new year. like, two thousand and eight or something like that.
and i can already tell you that this year is just going to be simply fabulous. it feels like so much has changed in my life for the better. its actually kind of odd to me to just be blissful and stress free. and guess what, im not letting anything change that. i think its because i finally stepped up and only let positive people and events in my life. i mean, it makes sence. if you take out the negatives or the things that bring you down, all thats left is to be happy. i also took some time and really thought about who i am and what i want to do and where i want to be in life. i feel like for once in my life, i have come to terms with who i am, and who im not. im so happy to be the person i am today. im so confident in myself. i dont need anyone to make me happy because i can do it myself. ive made the choices i have made, and whats done is done. focusing on the now, is so much better then always thinking back or always thinking what if. now i just think for today and tomorrow. i have amazing people in my life. i have a really great close couple of friends and a really great family that stands behind me no matter what. ive let myself just worry free of what other people think. it used to bother me that i can come off as a bitch sometimes because i can be stand offish and shy when i meet new people, now i just dont even worry. i am who i am. no one says you have to like everyone. and if you dont like the things i do or say or whatever, then thats cool man, just move on and find a friend thats up to your standards or whatever. and if you chose to spend your time criticizing my life or lifestyle, then i guess thats your own battle to fight with yourself if your more interested in my life than your own, and thats fine with me. i honestly just feel free. its almost like i have wings and an open sky, i can fly around anywhere i want and the suns always shining and the breeze is always blowin. im at one of the best places in my life that i have ever been. and no one can take that away from me. so the way i see it is, smooth sailing from now on.
yey for 2g8
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